Am I...

Prettier than her?
Do you like me more than her?

Are there times....when...when you miss her?

I'm sorry.

People,are as stupid as ever.


People.


People.


People.



Where have your passions for uplifting conversation gone?
Where have your talents gone?
Where have your morals gone?
Where has your brain gone?
On a mini spa vacation,to idiocy?

I'm beginning to think that is the only answer,unless you have another answer,an answer that will hopefully you think,justify your stupid actions,your stupid thoughts. Do you ever think? Are you even capable? can you dream? if so,of what? or are you the same idiot type that cannot remember their dreams only because you're to stupid to have any, you're too stupid to have ideas,you're so involved with the sheer thought of your own little world,and all of this "he said she said" crap,that you can't take a second and think of other wondrous things that are going on in the world,not because you're not interested,it's because your mind can't seem to fathom the complexity of what could possibly going on outside of your own little bio-dome of stupidity. Outside of your stupid little world,where everyone is just as dumb,and numb to reality as you are..

And the funny thing is...
This is not mean for one person in particular,this is meant toward all of those who are too stupid,and are complete idiots to the fact that there are other things going on outside of their idiot bliss world,that they've grown, sadly, accustomed to.



So do us all a favor,and shut your stupid,idiot running mouths,spewing nothing but the most meaningless semi-constructed sentences,what you think are conversations,and pick up a book.



Spare yourself the embarrassment,because if you feel stupid,it is most likely because you truly are.



Peace

How to kill yourself in 10 days.

Let yourself go.
Lose all train of thought.
Confess all of your secrets to those who they are about.
Tell yourself nobody loves you, and never will.
Don't sleep at all.
Keep Yourself up with thoughts of love,love that you've never had, nor will ever experience.
Lay in the grass,after the sprinklers have finished wetting the grass down, your new bed.
Disconnect your phone.
Push everyone away.

Do this pass the ten days...and I promise you....You'll be so dead inside, that you would have forgotten that you were ever alive.

I'm guilty...

I've ruined the last corners of my room.
I've pulled my curtains down,blocking out any potential rays of hope.
I've scattered marbles over the tile in my room, in hopes to slip.
I've been laying on the floor for hours.
I've been lying to myself for months...
I've been fighting this war inside of me.
She's better.
She's smarter.
She's the most beautiful creature that I've ever seen.
She knows that I can't stand to love her.
I've been hiding in the floral patterned sheets on my bed.
I've had my chance.my moment,my great escape
Came,and went.
She's crying.
I'm dying...
Dying for more.

She's never been so in love.
She's never been more mortal.
I've never felt more immortal.
Eat her feelings in the darkest corners of your room.
Hide her heart in the floral print sheets.

She's never been in love.
I've never been.