Let yourself go.
Lose all train of thought.
Confess all of your secrets to those who they are about.
Tell yourself nobody loves you, and never will.
Don't sleep at all.
Keep Yourself up with thoughts of love,love that you've never had, nor will ever experience.
Lay in the grass,after the sprinklers have finished wetting the grass down, your new bed.
Disconnect your phone.
Push everyone away.
Do this pass the ten days...and I promise you....You'll be so dead inside, that you would have forgotten that you were ever alive.